If life is a silence, I am the sound – I Am Why
Silence crawls,
Unravels old wounds
Makes me bleed
And exude burgundy tears
Of purity’s uncertainty…
It’s like standing
In the crypt’s icy wind,
Shivers my flesh,
My bones underneath…
And graze away
Whatever is left of my warm,
Tattered heart…
Exposing,
A never healing scars…
Yet, this Silence
Enfolds me to safety,
As it nourish
Insatiably on my sanity…
Then again,
I would delightedly listen
To your vexatious animosity…
Feel your sword words thrust,
Shredding my heart…
And passionately devour
Your putrefying apple lullabies
While I remain in Lotus stance…
Well, I believe
There is immensity
In ascetic Silence…
Than your imprudent act
Of stabbing to death
All the love,
Seeds I have planted…
Nicely done
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Aha! the first one who disturbed my silence was a ‘spirit keeper’, really nice of you 🙂
Apologies for the delay in reply, I just came back from the islands and enjoyed my silence.
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Thank you. Hope you had a nice holiday and it was restful. 🙂
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It was super nice! We went to 3 different islands with no electricity and cellphone signal, away from civilization and it felt like the whole sky is mine 🙂 Thanks again, Spirit Keeper!
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Masakit. At paulit ulit. 😀
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Musta? i missssssssssssssssssssed you, Ays Ays soup baby!!! Naramdaman ko nalang bigla to eh, hehe 😀 Pakiramdam ko ako si Goku, biglang nag Super saiyan, waahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Miss ko na si Aling Mertz at Buding, I need a dose of your soup love 🙂
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hihihihi…namiss din kita saang encantadia ka ba napadpad? hihiihi….kamusta ka naman? 😀
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Nag Island hopping kame *belat* (hahaha iniinggit kita – kaylangan mo ng bakasyon puro ka trabaho!) Medyo madami na tao sa mga isla, summer vacation na dito saten. Sa May akyat kame sa kabundukan ng Kalinga weeeeeeee naeexcite na ko! Lipad na ko sa Soup Kitchen mo gusto ko ng sabaw eh 🙂
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ha ha ha…at naiinggit ako huhuhu…sarap naman dyan…haba ng bakasyon nyo ah…aba at mamumundok ka pa…ingat sila sayo baka makaengkanto ka eh haha
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Di ba taga Montalban ka? Alam mo bang dinadayo dun yung Puray Falls. For sure hindi mo pa napupuntahan yan kahit taga Montalban ka noh?! Pupuntahan ko yan basta pag libre ako.
https://www.google.com.ph/search?q=puray+falls+montalban+rizal&espv=2&tbm=isch&imgil=lYqmDk3cWU0mFM%253A%253BDeRBHzRf10Ou5M%253Bhttp%25253A%25252F%25252Fwww.lantaw.com%25252F2008%25252F10%25252Fpuray-falls-montalban.html&source=iu&pf=m&fir=lYqmDk3cWU0mFM%253A%252CDeRBHzRf10Ou5M%252C_&usg=__Pz6iqEUL-BWTCzHry5laeC7rsrg%3D&biw=1366&bih=667&ved=0ahUKEwjU3tOy-9jLAhVFYKYKHRbuC-0QyjcIKA&ei=P63zVpTDOcXAmQWW3K_oDg#imgrc=lYqmDk3cWU0mFM%3A
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Ha ha ha narinig ko yan…sabi ng Tito ko maganda nga daw at malamig ang tubig… kaso kasi para akong dayuhan sa sarili kong bayan LOL…natatakot akong puntahan yung mga hindi ko alam na lugar lalo pag walang kasama haha
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hahaha puntahan mo yan hanggang maganda pa.. Lam mo naman saten nauubos na yung magagandang lugar at ginagawa ng ‘modernized’… Pag umuwi ka at wala kang kasama mag adventure, email mo ko pag libre ako sasamahan kita kahit sa bundok, isla, batis, ilog at kung saan saan – yan ang hilig ko nature adventure 🙂
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hahaha sige…baka ikaw pa mas nakakakabisado ng mga lugar sa Montalban kesa sakin, hiyang hiya naman ako haha…oo nga tindi ng modernization at capitalization haha…yung Wawa andami nang dumadayo…dinedevelop nila
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I don’t know Ramana Maharshi, I would read him when I catch some time
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Maharshi was one of the most respected 20th century sages of advaita (Indian non-dualism). I don’t know that I’d necessarily recommend the writings attributed to him though. He didn’t speak English and it’s been translated rather indifferently and often second-hand from Tamil, Malayalam and Telugu. More importantly is that his main subject was inexpressible in words anyway, so he used a lot of metaphor. As you would know, metaphors often don’t travel well from one culture to another. Most important of all was his repeated insistence that true teachings aren’t carried in words but in silence.
So if you want to know what he would have you know rather than seeking his words perhaps you’d be better off seeking somewhere quiet and isolated. Then ask yourself, “What am I?”.
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Thanks for the heads up, much appreciated. He truly knew Silence as per your description of him. “What am I?” – I already knew who I am even before I started the blog but I doubt my self so much.
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So you should. What’s a ‘self’ anyway? Body? Mind? Preferences and opinions? Social identity?
Maybe it’s your relationship to everyone and everything, with nothing at the centre of the web at all.
According to the Buddha there’s no such thing as self.
If the translations of Maharshi are to be believed there’s a ‘self’ and a ‘Self’. The self is the idea of individuation we delude ourselves with. Our ego, sense impressions, conscious and unconscious thoughts, etc. The Self, on the other hand, is pure unmediated consciousness, without subject or object. It’s the indivisible godhead that underlies everything.
But I think there’s a problem with words, which inherently divide their subjects into that which is and that which is not, with the translation, which renders the Sanskrit word Paramatma as the English word ‘Self’ (which is inevitably opposed to ‘Other’), and with the metaphor of ‘godhead’. Equating yourself to the godhead in our culture is to claim huge status and authority. That sort of behaviour can see you spending your Easter holiday nailed to a cross.
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You clearly explained what self and Self briefly, that’s how I understood it and got nothing more to add. I think we have different semantics and how we express ourselves in words. I should’ve explained my reply further though, I meant to say I knew who I am even BEFORE I started the blog but doubt my self so much. I was speaking about before I started (put up) the blog. Does this make sense now?
“Equating yourself to the godhead in our culture is to claim huge status and authority. That sort of behaviour can see you spending your Easter holiday nailed to a cross.” — I would never equate myself to a godhead, I’m not better or greater than anyone. As you can see on my About page, I’m a nobody.
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Wow, a nobody. That is a big deal. That’s like enlightened or something.
One of my favourite bloggers once described herself as no more important than a grain of sand. She hadn’t read Blake.
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Actually I’m working on being as big a deal as my pet bunny, Ananda. He knows he’s the most important thing that’s ever hopped the earth. If I can just make myself as silly as him I reckon I’m on track.
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I wish I could write as good as this. Well done! 🙂
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Thanks dear lady Lou, and welcome here. I believe you can be/have anything you wish, the potential lies in you. I hope to read you but your gravatar leads me to an unregistered wordpress site. Enjoy your day dear lady 🙂
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There is immensity
In ascetic Silence
beautiful
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I’m beautiful, I know… ok wait, -toogssh- I shut off my ego 🙂
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I listened to your silence and shared a moment of peacefulness together.
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I thank you my dear sister star, Hugs! I’ve missed you, will catch up on you real soon mwaahh 🙂
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Very good.
(Silence like a cancer grows…)
😉
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Ahhh I don’t like cancer, ok I’ll spread cannabis oil and kill that cancer hahaha 😉
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Much obliged “Diwata”. (That your name?) Have a lovely easter week-end… 🙂
Brian
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Thanks Brian! Although we never celebrate Easter in a traditional way, we had a lovely day. I hope you had a great Easter holiday too 🙂
Yes, Diwata – the name I chose for myself hahaha my real name is Jennie, it’s a pretty name however, I feel home in the name “Diwata”…
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Jennie is nice. Diwata feels stronger. 🙂
Looked it up for meaning, it means Fairy, Hada. Beautiful. I think it fits you. Perfect. Bye Diwata.
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oh this one’s toooooooooo deep.😍
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Salamat ❤ it's too deep, I even saw Adele rollin' in it ahahaha :D!!
Missyah 🙂 Gumawa na ba ng blog yung BFF mo?
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wahahahahaha. yea, i drowned.:))
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hindi pa din sya gumagawa. hahahaha
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ahahahaha but the waves carried you back to the shore 🙂 ang cheeeeesy koooooooo ahahahaa
ah dapat gumawa na sya, para makasali na sya sa mga kaekekan natin 😀
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hahahaha kaya nga eh.. haynakooooo tinatamad lang yun haha.
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I loved it!!! What a wonderful post!!!
Happy to connect ❤
Do check out my writings too, will appreciate your reviews 😄
https://revaparihar.wordpress.com/2016/04/04/disconnect/
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Thank you dear Lady, nice to see you here. Will do check your writings soon 🙂 Sending you moon love.
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Beautifully executed piece of work
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Silence is beautiful 🙂 Thanks for stopping by Nitin, much appreciated.
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the pleasure was all mine. 🙂
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